I remember being scared out of my mind and so exhausted at the same time.
A sweet and attention hungry baby on my hip
A new business in which I helped women change their lives while using my psychic abilities (which no one really knew about bc I kept it a secret!)
And a night job cooking to pay the bills.
It was A LOT.
Even just 1 of those is a lot, and I was doing all 3.
Back then, I never thought what I was doing was enough and I actually would call myself LAZY without realizing that I wasn’t lazy…I was just burned out, overwhelmed, and running on fumes.
I am so grateful for her…bc she gave me my current life which I love so much.
But I wish I had been nicer to her. Gentler with her. Kinder to her. I spent so much time beating her up.
And I deeply regret that.
Bc she’s a fucking Queen
And she did what so many don’t.
She chose herself and her dreams. Over and over again.
She struggled, she cried all the time, she wore her heart on her sleeve, she did her best, she chose herself.
And she had FAITH.
SOMUCHFAITH
And it worked.
She created her dream life & business.
If you’re in the trenches right now, knee deep in building your dreams…please keep going.
You may not see it now, but once you look back you’ll see how important this time is for your growth and evolution.
Keep choosing you.
I love you.
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